We have been home about two months and have finished physical therapy , and I'm stated to over think every last detail of life as I tend to do . I need to get back on the Paxil for sure , or I will spiral and that's never good as it takes forever to recover from a spiral and I simply do not have the time or energy for that nonsense . The tricky part is my hubs and I are half trying for another bebe . So ,the timing has to work in both favors .
I learned a lot about myself , my husband and friends during the crisis . Some good and a lot of bad . First the bad since I'm a pessimist , a few of my childhood friends never ever contacted me and still haven't .It's not as if they didn't know , they most assuredly did know ! I once heard a saying that went something like this....It's not the words of your enemies that you will remember but the silence of your friends .
Lucky
for me this blog is non-exsistant in the grand scheme of things and that's fine with me .
